#they are taking over all my brain activity

[hisui555]

[Nods and shakes hands with Autism and ADHD as a zebra dyspraxic person who knew of those senses due to my own brand of disability and neurodivergence]

Yep, yep, wonky body-to-spatial awareness and hypo/hypersensitivity to stuff is a bitch.

Hiding it under the cut because I don't wanna derail from OP's main point, which is about Autism and Autistic people.

But for those interested or discovering, dyspraxia is a psychomotor disability - and neurodivergence - belonging to the DYS-group (like dyslexia, dyscalculia, etc) that can be summed as "imagine a house with some, most, or all light-ways crosswired : if you push the lightswitch in the kitchen to make yourself a sandwich, it's the bulb in the bathroom on the second floor that lights up. Oh, and you'll bonk and trip on a lot of furniture on the way, will fumble that knife twice, cut a dent in the counter on accident due to misaplied strength, smear the butter all over due to wonky fine motor control, and don't hope distinguishing left from right. Bon appétit."

For the zebra part - also a neurodivergence and it does count as a disorder too, see further down - along with the speedy, arborescent, step-skipping, multi-tracks-at-the-same-time instinctive thoughts process, devouring curiosity for knowledge in general be it from mushroom cultivation to the pyramids of Gizeh, very out-of-the-box thinking and good-ish memory, it comes with more acute senses 9 times outta 10 which on the positive side means a good musical ear without even having musical knowledge, good eyesight - I still have 12 out of 10 even after 3 decades on this planet, and more than 10 for my ears, still hearing sounds people aren't supposed to when over 20 - a keen nose, etc. Unsurprisingly, synaesthesia and hyperempathy very often come along for the ride.

On the bad side, this means that those senses (whether a few or all of them) are all dialed up to eleven since birth, often mix together, and since your brain never shuts up and takes a lot in at once quite fast just like it does information, it can make your day a noisy, straining, saturated, tiring mess quite quick.

Point of it : sympathizing with and for Autistic people going through this, from someone who has it too but with another neurodivergence/disorder.

(Just for info, zebra-ness can be and does go along with ADHD, Autism, or both of them - the three are sort of cousin neurodivergences in a sense. Like the latter two, it's from birth, and something is different in the brain : where an ADHD brain for example doesn't produce (or has low) dopamine, a zebra-brain has a fair bit more myelin than a neurotypical brain - myelin is a fatty-substanced membrane akin to "oil on a door" in the brain, that connects cells and axons between them, assuring nutrients, and more relevantly the transmission of neural information, connection, activity and input (though differents parts of the brain play a role too). For zebra-brains, that door is very well oiled - sometimes too much - and that input goes faster than in non-zebra brains, up to covering (if I'm not wrong) 3m50 or more in a second whereas the standard is 2 to 2m50, which means 1 to 1m50 more of billions of neurons lit and activated in the same timespan.

In short, it's like having better Wi-Fi and being able to download/process more. Well, if the information goes where it should =='

The downside ? You're "calibrated" to think of the complicated solution(s) first instead of the easy one(s) - thinking in arborescence also means seeing a lot of solutions at once, with huge hesitation of what's the right one - and it doesn't guarantee common sense either.

...Yup. (Taken from the webcomic xkcd.)

Also, collecting information fast and "getting it quick" doesn't mean fully, consciously understanding it right off the bat. An ability to instinctively understand things emotionally - emotional intelligence - doesn't mean being able to control and regulate one's own emotions in a healthy way - emotional maturity - as they are two different things. Yeah, a massive downside of zebra-ness is the constant splitting you'll do : you have one foot in one territory - most times the capacity to understand things beyond your age demography - and the other foot across the almost-no-inbetween gap of your actual emotional maturity level. And that's without speaking about the social gap, whether in school or not, and the downsides of instinctive step-skipping reasoning : the moment there's setback, that missing step on the stairs is a hole you fall through, and you often don't have the tools or methods to properly get out past the shock of falling (and failing). Impostor Syndrome and burnout can also be real plagues.

Also, once a zebra, always a zebra. Like any neurodivergence it doesn't "disappear" with time, age or treatment.)

(Why "zebra" ? Well, ADHD has the butterfly, Autism has the infinity loop, and Zebra people have the, drumroll please, zebra - term coming from francophone psychologist Jeanne Siaud-Facchin, even if not used in science - because I'm of the mind that the word """gifted""", or "advanced" or just "HIP/HPI" (High Intellectual Potential) is a misnomer (yeah, that's what it is, but I largely prefer "zebra", it's more neutral, less pompous and doesn't just focus on the intellect side with those damn IQ tests and their stupidly bad connotations) : it's a whole neurodivergence that affects more than just so-called "smarts", being actually about thought speed, processing, creativity, along with a different sensorial and emotional perception of one's environment, that has a lot in common with both ADHD and Autism in particular, and they CAN be commorbid.

They share : -An unusual way of thinking, which is often described as "outside the box", rather creative, and "not what was asked" for those who don't like it. Where a Neurotypical person goes through an assignment, an Autistic person might go sideways, an ADHD person over, and a Zebra person beyond the assignment, and all of them find the answer still without being "wrong". -Sensory disorders, (tying back to OP's post) as the brain is often cross-wired or boosted too much. A Zebra person has it dialed up to eleven by default, and as such takes everything in but it's too strong, too acute, too buzzing, basically too loud. An ADHD person might be unable to focus, every noise intermingles, they can't take them apart as they take everything in, so in short it's too many. An Autistic person might feel overwhelmed from the different stimuli overriding their senses, causing physical discomfort that's not just plain pain but other sensations like burning, feeling stabbed, etc, so, too much. All three can end up having a meltdown or being exhausted from dealing with that, while a Neurotypical person might feel simply tired and annoyed. -Unusual interests and hyperfixations, an Autistic person has deep, often obscure but comforting special interests that they often come back to and will research in detail. They might go at it like a cone or funnel, digging deeper and deeper each time. An ADHD person searches lots of things for stimuli, hopping from one to another following their interest and once hooked in, will stay on that hyperfixation until the well is "dry" and move onto another, might also feel a period of deep boredom until they find another - like a lock constantly locking and unlocking. A Zebra person goes at it out of sheer, overwhelming curiosity and thirst of knowledge, the more the better, both multitasking and digging the deepest they can (like Autistic people), with varied and very ecclectic fields of "research" (like ADHD people), soaking it up like a sponge. -Infodumping and long-winded explanations, tied to the above. Autistic people might share special interest out of comfort, finding a kindred spirit, and talk about something they're comfortable with. ADHD people may have a lot of interests at once and want to share out of excitement, venting out their discoveries and riding that feel-good wave. Zebra people might talk a ton because they keep thinking about new details and concepts tied to the interest that they wanna debate over while they're also talking about it, sending their brain ablaze and sharing their amazement. All three usually do it to share, express themselves, and bond ! -Social and empathy troubles (hyper/hypoempathy), as an Autistic person might have difficulties reading social cues, picking verbal from non-verbal, and reading implied or implicit intent, but react strongly (or on the contrary, not) to hidden emotions. An ADHD person might take a lot of those clues in all at once and have trouble picking the "correct" one to react to, or be considered "too hyper" by others by reacting to most if not all of them. A Zebra person might pick up the implied or implicit intent and treat it as the de facto explicit intent, which brings problems in a world where people lie often, as they might address what the person needs rather than what they want, or bust hidden wants into the open, and let the cat out of the bag too soon. They can also ask a lot of questions and point out things that may not be comfortable for everyone with disregard of what's "socially acceptable", not because they don't know what social cues are, but because they find it unfair and will bypass said cues, sometimes to their own detriment. All three can get baffled by and fall prey to (or be) liars and manipulators because (despite that) they don't understand why/how a person would/could behave like that, this doesn't exempt anyone from getting hurt or hurting others despite noticing (or not) patterns and behaviors !

Non exhaustive list. So, what's the main difference ? One actually has comfort as the axis, doing things that makes them feel good, safe, and needs a routine and patterns. One has stimuli as an axis to seek the dopamine the brain is lacking, needing interest for motivation and literally struggles to do a task their brain isn't interested in, with periods of shifting focus and forgetfulness. One has curiosity as an axis and a strong desire for information in all forms, needing to seek knowledge for expansion and creativity, can get interested in everything or almost in sometimes unrelated domains, then building upon it in their own way, wanting to bring it a step further. All three are curious, researching people that want to feel good doing what they like, taking things apart to see how it works, but why and how they do it might differ !

And as will all neurodivergences and disorders, things can overlap and be shared traits, especially in those having more than one or two neurodivergences or disorders that can counter or mess up each other (AuDHD : the simultaneous clashing needs of routine and novelty for example).

So yeah, conclusion, why zebras ? Well, Zebras look like horses, but are their own thing, and each zebra has different stripes, just like zebra-ness is a spectrum.)

(From the French site Suivezlezèbre.com, "follow the zebra")

If I'm wrong, please correct me, but this is based on my own experiences, observations, reads, talks with people (zebra, Autistic, ADHD, neurotypical or other neurodivergences, family, friends, strangers, acquaintances, therapist included - and yes I'm a confirmed zebra by a professional) and, well, life.

And uh, further proving my point, outside of the quick research I did and needed to write all this (I have no intent to spread misinformation), well... English is not my native language (3rd overall though) and my studies were in art : I've never opened a psychology or neurology book in my life.

So take this all with a grain of salt, but at the same time... QED.

The 8 Senses

The Autistic Teacher

[yannaryartside]

MY SYDCARMY INTIMATE HEADCANONS

Here is my opinion on this matter: I think they switch, but when they do is into these specifics:

Service sub Carmy x soft dom Sydney (playful/teasing)

Pleasure dom Carmy x Brat Sydney

Let me explain

Mostly, I really feel they both need to turn their brains off during sex, but they go about it in different ways. The base of this dynamic is how confident and relaxed they can make each other feel during sex. I feel both of them have felt pressured to perform for their partners before, being afraid of not being enough and never asking for what they actually wanted. They are afraid to prioritize their own pleasure, but they trust each other so much that they know they can reciprocate.

On most nights, in the first round, Syd is the dom, and when she comes in a particular way she likes, Carmy feels it is his turn to be the dom in the second round. After the relationship progresses, they will switch roles days or weeks apart to let the other be submissive as long as they need.

Service sub Carmy x Soft Dom Sydney

Because, yes, Carmy probably would love not having to serve expectations during sex, and Syd would guide him to center his own pleasure.

When Carmy is a sub, he pleads constantly like he is forever hungry and enjoys it while Sydney teaches him more sex things. He feels so safe with her and continually makes stupid jokes to make her laugh.

Pleasure dom Carmy x Brat Sydney

But once they have fucked more than twice and Carmy feels comfortable and trusts Sydney completely? Oh a different beast will take over, and he would be like “you are not going anywhere until you come in my mouth at least three times” it would allow Syd to be totally carefree and playful, because I think most of the time she holds that part of her personality back due to awkwardness, and Carmy would love to be the one that gets her to act like a total slut, teasing him for more. He likes to be that for her.

And the more impatient Syd is, the more time Carmy is going to take to fuck her. He loves to make her desperate for him and being in control of her pleasure and then deliver it when she less expects it, in a way he knows will drive her mad.

Both need praise all the time, they talk a lot during it, even if is just screaming words of encouragement. there will be times between sessions when is just them talking, naked in each other's arms, about anything, art, movies, whatever they are gonna cook later.

Carmy needs Sydney to scream his full name and eye contact every time she comes. The more desperate they can be for each other, the more excited they get.

SPECIFIC KINKS

Voyeurism

Syd: likes to let Carmy paint her naked

Carmy: When Syd is a Dom, she would ask to sit in Carmys lap and let him touch himself so she can watch. She treats it like it's paid cable, and he loves it.

Bondage

Syd: likes to be blindfolded with her own bandanas and be teased, Carmy would also take this opportunity to increase the time of foreplay by asking her to open her mouth and making her taste things or spread his finger in certain points of her body to make her desperate.

Carmy likes to be tied and teased; sometimes Syd will make him come by touching just his nipples or just sit on his cock and ride him without letting him touch her.

Competence kink: the more confident they are in an activity they know the other likes, the more cockey they are about it.

Foreplay occurs the whole day: they will hold each other's waist, passing behind each other in service; Carmy will put his hand in Sydney's back pocket and hold her ass, and Sydney will play with Carm's chain while they talk menu ideas.

Dreamed sexy costume: Syd, sexy vampire (underwear if Carmy behaves), Carmy, sexy cowboy.

[siremasterlawrence]

Creating Aiden

My name is Aiden now made to be the fully property of Master Lawrence because you belong to me the one and only king of the universe to serve him for the rest of his life and my existence. I use to be named Alan a hot shot, sexy stud with a massive muscle body made to be worshiped by others that was me but now I see I wrong and you won’t imagine how this happen to me and all it took. He took me a side of the house pretending to place me in to micro pod in the back room upstairs locking me as he is sealing me tight in with such a exciting glow to his skin as he became a hero and all I know is that I am in deep trouble. He slid a key out placing in to the key hole as I turn the key switching it up the door blows up with light washing over the room a load of gas shooting in to the pods putting me to sleep.

“Hello Welcome! Follow me inside to preview the house and offer a deal.”

“Is this a full automated Real Estate deal?”

“Yes”

“Wow! Awesome”

“Please enter the room “

“It’s empty! What’s going on?”

“Mwahahahahaha! Welcome home!”

“HELP Help!”

“No one can hear you”

“Take a deep breath”

“Sleep gas activated “

“Why are you…doing…this?”

“It’s my job”

“I am programmed to hold Aiden”

“Aiden is all connected “

“Aiden activated”

“Perfection! Commence mind link”

“Aiden is home “

“Aiden process him”

“This is his body now! Do you understand?”

“WHO’s body?”

“Aiden’s “

“I comprehend “

“Yes! I here and obey”

“Excellent! Rise to your feet”

“Aiden connect the micro chip”

“Operation is commencing”

“Connecting”

“Processing “

“Uploading “

“What a fine body?”

“I am at his mercy “

“His brain is uploading “

“We are connected “

“He is set up “

“You are home, stay in here and you will be brought back online.”

The wave of white light washes through the entire house as everything disappear in to a blank canvas where everything fades away In to nothingness as a voice beckoning a very sexy man named Ben who stood right in front of the house. In a flash of light the door swung open as the light flushing out in to the street a hand grabs him pulling into the house and he is never seen again for the rest of his and he falls to the ground he is tied down. Alan was a tighten very sexy, quiet a handsome as fuck but I have to be actually admit that it’s his height that got me but when it comes to Ben it’s his body in my imagination mixed with Alan’s massivebody type and height with Ben’s frame my god. “What delicious specimen you are? Well! Don’t you think so my dear? You areso hot and I have to own you for the restof the future.” I say in to the speakerssending a shivers down his spine due tome. “Who the fuck are you? Where are all the host and possible buyers?”

“Enclose the area”

“Hey wait!”

“Hold on”

“Are you locking me in?”

“Hey stop”

“Come on man free me”

“Wait a second”

“STOP”

“Lawrence!”

“Bastard”

“Freak”

“You asshole and get back”

“Get on your knees “

“I don’t submit “

“You shall submit “

“You have no other choice “

“I know own you for life”

“Do you have to question me?”

“Aiden come online”

“Yes Master”

“Good boi Alan”

“Stand over him and hold him”

“Hey! Hey let me go”

“Knock him out

“Drop him on the chair”

“Place it in the pod”

“Tie him down”

“Lock the door “

“Will you surrender to him?”

“Master owns”

“I claim you forever “

“I love you “

“You will succumb to”

“You are under my ownership “

“Yes! You are my God!”

“I am also Aiden”

Sebastian flows in to the house flinging the door slamming on the wall with such power, glee, and excitement coming my way as he attends to my side as he enters the main room and the door shuts us both in as the lights come on. The screen descending onto the walls coming on as it roars on blowsup for him to see a spiral showcasing on the wall instantly it ensnares him as he is frozenin time and he walks back in to the wall hithis back and he slid to the ground. In the process of it all the floor shined ever so brightly as the floors open up under hisfeet, he goes free falling in to the mainfloor through the floor boards and on tothe basement ground dropping on to the bed.

“Alan and Ben attend to him”

“Yes Master”

“Yes Master”

“Where am I?”

“Please strap him down to the table “

“Lay him low”

“Tie him down”

“Wrap him up”

“Place him in the pod “

“Shut the door “

“Enclose the area”

“You know your place “

“Set me free”

“Fuck this “

“Fuck you “

“Oh no! Never but…”

“But what?”

“I will fuck you indeed “

“Nnnnnoooo!”

“Oh yes! You will enjoy it”

“You shall begin at once”

“Commence the project “

“Yes Master”

“As you wish”

“How do you feel about me?”

“With all my heart”

“How about you ?”

“To the moon and back”

“Hey babe”

“I am Aiden”

“Kneel “

“Yes Master”

“Who am I?”

“My God”

“My lord “

“My everything “

The end

[icewindandboringhorror]

boy in silly sitting positions compilation

[inkshadow]

his, huh? what a concept. dax has never felt like anything was his in his entire life and while he knows that it's all part of the activity they've taken such a liking to, doesn't mean it doesn't tug at his chest in a way that's slightly foreign to him. he laughs in half-disbelief, proverbially shaking his head over the fact that she's managed to rile him up so much again to the point that they're bent over one another in some fashion, dax's hairline shimmering with beads of sweat, his cock basking in the throbbing of her walls still tight around him. "you just realizing that? sorry — didn't mean to totally fuck your brains out." there's always a quip with him, instantly regretting the fact that he didn't just take the compliment when it came. so instead of letting her reply to it, dax wraps a hand around her neck to pull her mouth towards his, filling it with a moan to express his utmost gratitude. "... say my name again."

it helps push her towards the edge, unfortunately; the thought of leaving some random bedroom to return to the party, her cunt full of and dripping with his cum. in fact, it practically delights her to think of conversing with all those nice girls that love him so much, knowing they'll never having him fucking them like he fucks her. just another factor that sends tessa hurdling over the edge, in combination with the way he comes undone for her. walls continue to pulse around him as her body quivers and shakes, eyes squeezing shut. "gonna fill me up, aren't you, baby?" she coos, trusting they both know that if he brings the petname up after the fact in any way, she'll undoubtly castrate him. "mark this pussy as yours, just like i know you want too." it turns out, unfortunately, that he doesn't need her egging on. because she's suddenly full of him, pussy fully twitching when he finally cums, moaning loudly. leans forward again now, forehead against his chest and stomach still pulsing, riding out the last of their orgarms. "fuck. who knew you'd be just as good outside the ring as you are in it?"

[hypmicdaydreams]

is anyone still in the mood for a hypmic imagines blog these days lol

[igbylicious]

can’t believe it. the disabilities are disabling me. the audacity ://///

[silver-horse]

when games don't have jump mechanics ... 🤦‍♀️

come on... lift one pretty leg after the other! please 😭 don't be scared, you can do it! it's not that hard!

[la-galaxie-langblr]

what is going on w my brain

[luck-of-the-drawings]

I LOOOVE LOVE ALL THE NPCS IN PRIME DEFENDERS!! THEYRE EACH SO UNIQUE AND COOL, WITH THE GREATEST THING YOU CAN POSSIBLY GIVE TO SUPER HEROS IN A SUPER HERO UNIVERSE: WAAACKY FUCKIN SUPER POWERS!! (MADE WITH ONLY PEN AND COLORED PENCILES, MISTAKES CORRECTED WITH PAPER N GLUE)

[tommygotwrittenoff]

buck and eddie would be the most insane PTA moms ever, actually. because eddie loves his son and being a bitch and buck loves bossing people around with a clipboard and being involved.

[todayisafridaynight]

i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive

ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is

[shmowder]

just need to vent about the Olympics

[freckliedan]

you’re the only person allowed to say “you don’t know them like i do” bc you’ve never been wrong about those losers EVER your mind

WAH thank you 🥰 i need it to be known always that whatever brain cell i share with dan and phil it's also shared completely with my darling @freckliephil who's the reason i made this blog‼️ i'm just the one of us who's continued posting, for better or worse.

[stolentrekblr]

I will not be defeated by tumblr's terrible search function

[heartshapedbi]

they should invent a me that doesnt hurtttt